Monday, October 5, 2015

10-5-15 My Dogs...I Could Just Kill 'Em!!



This is my confession. You'd better read the entire thing, because it may be my last blog ever, unless they let you blog from The Big House...The Pokey...Up the River...

But, let me tell you the entire story, from the beginning...

The above picture is the life my dogs lead normally. Pampered. Spoiled. Good looking (well, that may be debatable) City Dogs. Pip's main redeeming feature is that she is exuberant. Always happy. Sparky's is that she loves you. And wants to breathe your air.

Friday, October 2 looked like it was going to be a great day...and it was! In the morning Grant and my sweet Patootie came to spend the day. Just the two of them. Grant had to watch a runner at Pioneer's Park and Angela, being 8 months pregnant, elected to stay home with Carter. I had the windows open, so could hear their doors closing when they got here. Then I heard the sweetest thing EVER... "I'm here!!" And my little mermaid girl came running up to the door. I loved it!



(Carter wasn't here, but I couldn't pass up a chance to put both their adorable pictures up here. 
They are just the cutest ever!!)

After a lunch with Gramps, we played Barbies (well, she played with the Ariel Barbies, I dressed the rest of the sad little pile of Barbies Lex had left behind so many years ago.) Lex didn't really want to part with any of her Barbies, but finally gave me 6 or 7 for visitors. I didn't remember, until I was dressing them, that she left me all the Barbies who had chewed hands or really rat nest hair or other deformities! But, I dressed them all, so now they sit in their box looking rather snappy.

After the Mermaid left (who said, at one time, "I'm a mermaid. You can call me Payton.") I had just a little time until Luke came over. YAY! What a great day it was! I didn't tell him Grant was in town so right before supper Grant came and rang the doorbell and we had Luke answer it. They have always had a special bond--probably because Grant has the mentality of a 10-year-old boy!! :)

After supper Luke, Loy, and I played Legos. Which means that Loy built a cool structure and Luke kept saying "Can I decorate it now? Is it ready to decorate?" And I sorted Legos and put all the 2 x 3 tiles together and all the 2 x 2 tiles all together and...well, you get the picture. Loy loves the building and creating. Luke, the style angle. And I'm the behind the scenes organizer.

On Saturday, after their traditional Donut Day, Luke and I headed to the Loess Hills, which are north of Council Bluffs, with the dogs. We were going to spend the day out at Lex and Corey's 45 acres, 45 acres of totally undeveloped land. Luke and I had packed a cooler with hot dogs and s'mores fixings and some nutritional food as well.


I told you their land was undeveloped. This is what it looks like. And you just hike through the weeds. Corey refused to travel with a machete to make my path clear, can you believe it?


Luke with a walking stick on his arm. He thought that was pretty cool-
-and it was. God is so creative, isn't He?




We had a great time. Luke was kind of overwhelmed at first about how he could just roam wherever he wanted. He had a walkie talkie and we kept tabs on him, but he could explore to his hearts content. And the dogs? Well, the dogs were having the BEST DAY OF THEIR LITTLE DOGGIE LIVES!!! Running wild, sniffing, pooping wherever they wanted (well, it had to be said). Sometimes we couldn't see them and then we'd notice the weeds moving and then a little furry head would pop out.  This was the life they felt they were born to lead.

My fluffy dogs. With long ear hair and goofy tails and bows in their ears from their last grooming. City dogs.

They came back and had hundreds of little burrs stuck in their fur. Not the kind that just kill you when you touch them, but smaller, less hurtful things. Hundreds. Towards the end of the afternoon Corey and Luke were 4-wheeling and Lex and I sat at the fire pit and pulled burrs from their bodies. (They didn't like us getting near their legs or faces.)

My plan for the day had been to come back to Lincoln, drop Luke off at home, watch the rest of the Husker game, and rest and relax. Corey had me hiking some pretty steep mountains...OK, hills...and I was tired to the bone. Instead Loy and I sat and pulled burrs while watching the game.

We had their bodies completely cleared and worked on their legs and were doing really well. We tried the ears and tails but they were just a big jumble of burrs and fur. Kind of looked like dreadlocks for dogs. I decided to sacrifice the cute little doggie cuts and just cut the burrs out.

Carefully, ever so carefully, I hacked away at the burrs. Butchering their good looks. Their floofy tails now look like rat tails. Their ears uneven and scraggly.

But, here's the confession part, when I went back to even up Sparky's ears I nicked her ear and the poor baby yelped and ran. I looked at it and didn't see blood, so let her go. I felt terrible!!!

I still had to clip Pip, so I was even more careful. And I nicked her ear too, but not as badly. My girls were looking at me with those beady brown eyes with accusation. "We trusted you and you hurt us."

I herded them into the bathroom to give them baths. When Sparky came in she was covered in blood! I got her in the tub and sat there applying pressure to her little flappy ear. After awhile it stopped bleeding, so I bathed her. Ear was still not bleeding. I let her go and she ran out to Loy while I bathed Pip. When I finally got Pip out to the living room too I noticed that Sparky was all bloody again.

Evidently I got the bleeding stopped then she would go and shake her head violently and it would start again. I wrapped her in a towel and held her like a baby, all the while putting pressure on her ear flap.

"Loy, look up how to stop a dog's ear from bleeding...I can't be the only person who has ever done this!!" The internet said pressure. And corn starch. So I sat there and put corn starch on her little ear flap. No blood. But, as soon as I put her down, it would start again.

When we finally got it stopped (BTW, evidently doggie ears bleed excessively. Lots and lots of blood vessels.) we began to assess the damage to our house. Sigh.

Blood smeared on my new white cabinets (evidently she was rubbing her ear on them) on the carpet on the door posts (if the Angel of Death was passing by that night, we'd have been safe) on the wall on Luke's bed on the floor. Just little bits of blood spatter. How in the world does anyone think that they can murder someone and not leave tons of blood around?????? (Loy says if we ever murder someone we will have to plan for the blood. Hope it's not me he's murdering.)

Finally, around 8:30 or 9:00 I was to the point where I got out my carpet cleaner and did the carpets. I got lots of the blood up, but not all. So today I had to call a professional.

The dogs are doing fine now. They even like me again. They look like street urchin dogs. I thought about taking them in to the groomer today, but am just too darned embarrassed!!! Maybe when it's grown out a little bit...

I must be the worst dog owner ever. But, at least they had one glorious day of being wild dogs on the Loess Hills. They are NEVER going back there. Ever.

Don't tell anyone this story, OK?   :)



Tuesday, September 29, 2015

9-28-15 Stop me if you've heard this...


Dear Friends,

I probably already told you this story in person, but I want it documented in print. I mean, if you can't see it on the internet, what's the point, right? Actually, I plan on printing off my blogs at the end of this year and making myself a sort of journal of it all and this will make sure I remember my story.

I had been feeling sort of like I was inside a bubble, hanging out with the same people all the time. I've been reading Jen Hatmaker and she has a real vision for having friends from all walks of life, so I wanted to branch out into something new. Bowling was what came to mind.

Let me preface...I love to bowl. Loy does not share my passion. (I figure it has to do with him being left-handed, but am not sure.) Loving to bowl does not, evidently, ensure that you are talented at that game, mind you. So, a bowling league it is!

I went online to find a league and found out that the bowling alley about a mile away from my house has leagues that were open. I filled out the form and clicked on "Submit."

A week went by. Then two. I thought, "Well, I guess God doesn't really want me to join a bowling league right now." (Not a deep theology on my part, I'm afraid.) I didn't pursue the matter.

Then, on a Tuesday, while I was shopping, I got a call. "So, you're interested in a bowling league on Wednesdays?" Well, it turned out he had not one, not two, but three different leagues I could join. "There's the Wednesday morning league, the Senior League in the afternoon, or another league late afternoon."

I said, "Gee, I hope I'm not ready for the senior league!"

He responded, "Well, you just have to be 50." Drat. I was eligible.

However, after ascertaining that scores were, in fact, handicapped and this was a low-competition league, I chose the Wednesday morning league, which started the next day.

I walked in on Wednesday morning, envisioning me bowling with lots of young mothers with small children, imparting my wisdom and wit. This was not the senior league, after all. I walked in and what I saw was...grey hair. Lots of it. The other women in the league are (no joke) Francine, Virginia, Helen, Lois, Barbara, Doris, and...well, you get the picture! One woman I was up against the first week was on oxygen (she told me she is in three different leagues!) Another, whom I have not bowled against yet, uses a walker. But I think she can leave it behind to roll the ball...not sure. Several have specially drilled balls to fit their little arthritic fingers. You go, Girls!!

But these women can bowl!! And they are the friendliest bunch of women I have ever met in my life! They were all coming over to my team's lane to welcome us and each week they are just a joy to be around. We should all learn about welcoming new people from them!

Turns out the bowling alley had three women all new to this league that same week so, instead of putting us on all different teams they made us our own team. We are "The New Kids." And we are young, young, young. One late 40's, me mid-50's, and one early 60's.

The first week one of my fellow "Kids" said, "A year ago I weighed 150 pounds more than I do now." She looks great! Well, I couldn't let that stand alone, so I said, "Well, a year ago I was undergoing chemotherapy." Then the third Kid said, "Well, a year ago I had a liver transplant." OK, she wins!!!

I was telling some friends at book club about my bowling prowess (actually, I'm happy if I break 100) and one friend decided to join and be a Kid also. So we are a full team, all four of us. And the 4th has some health issues, so she fits right in! :)

I even went out (after two weeks) and bought a used purple ball, purple bag, and shoes (not purple). Loy says we need bowling shirts! Actually, various braces that I've seen the other league members wearing would be first--wrist, knee, special things to go OVER your bowling shoes.

So now each Wednesday I go over to Hollywood Lanes and throw a 10-pound sphere down a long, straight alley in the general area of some pesky pins that never seem to want to fall down. But I am having a great time with my new friends!! And, actually, hanging out there is kind of like finding the fountain of youth. I feel so young!

(There are still four teams who don't have a full team--if you're interested in joining us. Obviously, no skill necessary.)

Happy Fall!

Kitt.



Tuesday, September 1, 2015

8-28-15 Be Still




Stillness Before the Lord

Another cancer story…when I was in the midst of chemotherapy and I was so exhausted and feeling ick and weak, I couldn’t even walk from the bedroom to the kitchen without stopping to rest. One time Kammy had to come babysit me for a morning because Loy wasn’t sure that I could get a sandwich for lunch by myself. I became discouraged because my prayers were so repetitive. “God, no. Help me.” Over and over again. One friend gave me a real gift when she told me during this time, “You just work on getting better…leave the praying to us.” She wasn’t telling me not to pray, just that I was not alone and didn’t need to worry that my prayers weren’t good enough or deep enough or often enough.

Then things finally got finished. I started to walk at the mall. The first time we went once around the mall and had to stop twice to rest. It was a time to push myself. After awhile I could go around once with no resting, then twice…when the weather got warm, I was up to 4-5 times around the mall at a time! (Just FYI—walking around the inside of the mall, taking all the little hallways, is .7 miles.) This was a time of strengthening, my physical self and my spiritual self.

But that time passed…

Now, I have told you about my feet. They are numb. This puts me at a risk for falling (I’ve fallen four times since the first of the year—three sprained ankles, one skinned knee, one skinned shoulder, one sore hip). I have been doing physical therapy, not to heal my feet, but to improve my balance so that if I stumble, I have a better chance of NOT falling. At Madonna there are people all around me doing great stuff--recovering from strokes and from amputations and head injuries. Doing really hard, physically challenging therapy. Mine? Stand still, feet together. Focus. Now close your eyes. Feet staggered. 

To anyone looking, this looks like we’re doing nothing at all. But, it is important to regain that balance by being still. And it doesn’t come easily!
 
Psalm 46:10a ESV 
Be still, and know that I am God.
 
 
1.     Exodus 14:13 ESV
And Moses said to the people, “Fear not, stand firm, and see the salvation of the Lord, which he will work for you today. For the Egyptians whom you see today, you shall never see again.
 
2.     Exodus 14:14 ESV
The Lord will fight for you, and you have only to be silent.”
 
3.     Exodus 33:21
Be still by the side of the Lord.
 
4.     Numbers 9:8 ESV 
And Moses said to them, “Wait, that I may hear what the Lord will command concerning you.”
 
6.     Ruth 3:18 KJV
Then said she, Sit still, my daughter, until thou know how the matter will fall: for the man will not be in rest, until he have finished the thing this day.
 
7.     1 Kings 19:12
After the earthquake a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire; and after the fire a sound of a gentle blowing.
 
8.     1 Samuel 12:7 ESV
Now therefore stand still that I may plead with you before the Lord concerning all the righteous deeds of the Lord that he performed for you and for your fathers.
 
9.     1 Samuel 12:16
Be still so you won't miss the great things God is doing.
 
10.  2 Chronicles 20:17 ESV
You will not need to fight in this battle. Stand firm, hold your position, and see the salvation of the Lord on your behalf, O Judah and Jerusalem.’ Do not be afraid and do not be dismayed. Tomorrow go out against them, and the Lord will be with you.”
 
11.  Job 37:14 ESV
“Hear this, O Job; stop and consider the wondrous works of God.
 
12.  Psalms 4:4
Tremble, and do not sin; Meditate in your heart upon your bed, and be still. Selah.
 
13.  Psalm 37:7
Rest in the LORD, and wait patiently for him: fret not yourself because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who brings wicked devices to pass.
 
14.  Psalm 46:10 ESV 
Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!
 
15.  Psalm 62:1-12 ESV
For God alone my soul waits in silence; from him comes my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken. How long will all of you attack a man to batter him, like a leaning wall, a tottering fence? They only plan to thrust him down from his high position. They take pleasure in falsehood. They bless with their mouths, but inwardly they curse. Selah For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, for my hope is from him. ...
 
16.  Psalm 131:1-3 ESV 
Lord, my heart is not lifted up; my eyes are not raised too high; I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me. But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child is my soul within me. O Israel, hope in the Lord from this time forth and forevermore.
 
17.  Isaiah 40:31 ESV 
But they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.
 
18.  Isaiah 7:4
"Take heed, and be quiet; fear not, neither be fainthearted”
 
19.  Isaiah 30:15
”In quietness and in confidence shall be your strength”
 
20.  Lamentations 3:26
It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.
 
21.  Hab. 2:20;
”The LORD is in his holy temple: let all the earth keep silence before him”
 
22.  Zeph. 1:7
”Hold thy peace at the presence of the Lord GOD”
 
23.  Zechariah 2:13a
Be still before the Lord.

This is such a foreign concept to me--being still. I am a "do-er." But, obviously it is important for my relationship with God to grow that I am quiet and listen instead of just talking. 

Webster's Revised Unabridged Dictionary
1. (n.) The quality or state of being still; quietness; silence; calmness; inactivity.2. (n.) Habitual silence or quiet; taciturnity.

 Here is a post that I found helpful to my understanding. I hope you think so too.

“Every time a trial comes to me or my family, I think of the words from the Bible in Psalms 46:10, “Be still and know that I am God,” and I am often comforted. Sometimes, though, I wonder just what it means to be still and what exactly I need to do to make that happen.
 When we face difficulties in our life that would make it seem as if we are on a ship being tossed upon a stormy sea, how exactly can we be still and a strength to our family while a storm rages around us? As I looked up the definition of still in the online Merriam Webster Dictionary, not only was I enlightened when I learned the definition for still, but learned very valuable lessons from its synonyms as well.


Here are ten words and their definitions that can teach us how to be still in the times of a storm and recognize the power of God.

1.     Still: free from noise or turbulence; untroubled. 
When we are free from outside noise or turbulence, we are able to hear the still small voice of God's Spirit as he comes to comfort and guide us through our trials. Some of the noise we experience that could be blocking our ability to feel God’s presence is our own worry. When we learn to change our thoughts from negative to positive, we are more able to feel God’s love because we are in harmony with him. The noise and turbulence is replaced by a sweet melody of peace.
 
2.     Calm: a period or condition of freedom from storms; a state of tranquility. To be calm does not mean that the storm is no longer all around you, it means that the storm is no longer within you. The storms may still rage, but you are free from the effects of them. They no longer trouble you because you know in whom you have trusted. You are in a place where you no longer fear.
 
3.     Hushed: to put at rest; mollify-to soothe in temper or disposition. 
Often times, when trials come, we tend to get angry with God and cry out in complaint. When we do this, we lessen our ability to feel the Spirit, because we leave no room in our hearts for the Spirit to dwell. God cannot dwell in a heart that is full of anger. It is when we learn to put at rest our complaints and cast our burdens on the Lord, to hush our cries and wait upon him, that we will find solace. He will bind our broken hearts.
 
4.     Peaceful: untroubled by conflict; devoid of violence or force. 
Sometimes when difficulties arise, we allow the anger and frustrations from those trials to push us into violence, or we try to force our will upon the Lord. Neither one of these choices will bring us peace. When conflicts come and we are untroubled by them because of our faith in God, only then can we know peace.
 
5.     Placid: serenely free of interruption or disturbance. 
We can learn to be still as we pray, read scripture, go for a walk, meditate or give ourselves time to ponder free from interruption or disturbance. This not only allows us to communicate with our Heavenly Father, it allows our Heavenly Father to communicate with us.
 
6.     Restful: marked by, affording, or suggesting rest and repose; being at rest. 
Often times, the busyness of life makes it impossible for us to truly hear what God is trying to tell us. It is when we slow down and allow ourselves the opportunity to rest that our mind and heart can focus on those things that are of the greatest importance. God wants to talk to us, but we have to be ready and available to listen.
 
7.     Serene: shining bright and steady. 
While reading with my children during home-school, I learned that the sun does not rise and the sun does not set. It is an illusion. Instead, the Sun stays still, steady and bright, and as the Earth turns to face the sun, that is when the morning comes. The darkness of night comes when the Earth turns away. It is the same with us. In our trials, when we turn to face the Son, who is steady and bright, just like the Earth, we are filled with light. If instead we choose to turn away from him, the darkness of night will surely come. Choose to face the light.
 
8.     Quiet: gentle, easy going, i.e. quiet nature. 
When we are gentle and easygoing, we are more able to hear God’s commands. He gently persuades us to love him and serve others. We are more able to ease our own troubles, and we will carry God’s spirit within us, which will aid us in easing the burdens of others.
 
9.     Stilly: in a calm manner. 
When we approach life, and our trials, in a calm manner, we are more able to see the bigger picture and outline a plan of recovery. Not only does it allow us to have a clear mind, but it allows us to help calm the fears of those around us.
 
10.  Tranquil: free from agitation of mind or spirit. 
When our mind and spirit are still, our whole body is at peace. We are able to see things with a clear mind, feel things with a pure heart and hear the voice of our Heavenly Father with ears that are open and in tune with his spirit. We will know God because we will be one with him.

 
“Be still and know that I am God,” is not just a saying, it is a state of being. It is the ability to know God well enough to trust in his abilities to rescue you. As we learn to be still and trust in God, we come to know and understand that we are God’s children. We are never alone, never unaided and never forgotten. He will come to us. All it takes is for us to be still.”

Tiffany Fletcher, author of "Mother Had a Secret: Learning to Love my Mother and her Multiple Personalities" http://motherhadasecret.blogspot.com/

Instead of running around like crazy-women, let's try to slow it down and just spend some time being quiet with God. 

Friday, August 21, 2015

8-21-15 Puzzling and Pondering


Think of Mary and all she had been through. A young girl, she was going down a path no one else had ever travelled. The whispers, the outright mocking, even Joseph did not believe her. But she knew. 

When you think about it, Mary was the ONLY ONE who knew for sure that what she said was true, the only one who had first-hand knowledge of what had happened. So, what might the world have told Mary she was?

Slut
Unclean
Liar
Delusional
Disappointment

I imagine each experience of having someone verify what she knew—Elizabeth, Joseph, the shepherds—would be like water on a dry plant. The relief that there was someone she could just relax around, not having to defend herself. She could just soak it in and remember it again and again. 

Luke 2:19 says: "All who heard the shepherds’ story were astonished, but Mary kept all these things in her heart and thought about them often." I'll bet she did! Those may have been the things that kept her going when times got tough because I am guessing the whispers did not stop after His birth. 


When Jesus was dying on the cross (John 19), maybe she remembered those early affirmations. Maybe those early hard situations made her able to trust in God during this terrible, awful day. And on that day, when He surely had big, huge things on His mind, like saving the world, He looked down on His little mother and took care of her. Maybe she pondered that for a long time, too. 

A God so big as to save us all, but so detailed that He will look at one woman and comfort her. 

What does the world tell us we are?

Fat
Ugly
Stupid
Unloved
Forgotten
Alone
Hopeless


My mind seems to go back to bad times, bad decisions, times I failed, when it wanders (especially late at night when I'm up all alone). I feel regret that things happened or that I didn’t do this or that. I tend to forget the affirmations I received or the assurance that each event was for a reason, to bring me to this point (and further).

What if I looked back on some of the landmark, life changing things that happened to me throughout my life. My not fitting in with friends, my parents dying when I was in my 20's, getting cancer the first time, taking in a 3-year-old foster boy, saying "good bye" to that same boy four years later, getting cancer the second time. Each of those events was hard, hard, hard to go through. Now I can say they were necessary (well, usually I can say that.) But there were affirmations. Times when others told me God loved me or that He carried me or that they loved me through the pain. Those things formed the person that is me. 

In Bible study last night we made a jigsaw puzzle with those hard pieces. Then we added an affirmation from God around the border. I need to remember the affirmation whenever those hard times threaten to take over my feelings and mind. Ponder those words that offered me comfort. FYI, my affirmation was John 15:15: "Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me." So, my assignment is now to ponder those words and my Friend.


Question: "What does the Bible say about self-worth?"

Answer: The Bible actually has many passages that tell us what God has to say about our worth and our value in His eyes. Genesis 1:26-27 says we are made in His image, the very image of God. Psalm 139:13-16 says we are fearfully and wonderfully made, and all the days of our lives were written in God’s book before we were ever born, confirming God’s prior knowledge and plan for our lives. Ephesians 1:4 says God chose His children before the foundations of the earth were ever formed, and in Ephesians 1:13-14 we’re told we are God’s own possession, chosen for the praise of His glory, and that we have an inheritance in heaven with Him as His children.

But notice the wording in each of the above phrases: “are made,” “are fearfully and wonderfully made,” “were written,” “God chose His children,” “we are God’s own possession,” and “we have an inheritance.” These phrases all have one thing in common: they are things done to us or for us by God. These are not things we have done for ourselves, nor have we earned or deserved them. We are, in fact, merely the recipients of “all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ” (Ephesians 1:3). Therefore, we can conclude that our worth is not really of the “self” at all; rather, it is worth given to us by God. We are of inestimable value to Him because of the price He paid to make us worthy—the death of His Son on the cross.

The Bible tells us that “while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us” (Romans 5:8). In fact, we “were dead in trespasses and sins” (Ephesians 2:1). What worth is there in dead things? None. God imputed to us His own righteousness (2 Corinthians 5:21) not because we were worthy of it, but because we were unworthy, unlovable, and unable to make ourselves worthy in any way. But—and here’s the miracle—He actually loved us in spite of our condition (John 3:16), and because He did, we now have infinite worth.

John 1:12 tells us that to those who received Christ and believed in His name, God gave the right to become His children. First John 1:9 tells us that if we confess our sins, He is faithful to forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we focus on how much God loves us and the price He paid to redeem us, we’ll come to see ourselves as God sees us, and that will help us understand just how much we’re really worth as children of the most high God.

Our self-worth is too often based on what other people tell us about ourselves. The one, true authority on our self-worth is Jesus Christ, and since He gave His own life up for us by dying on a cross, that should tell us just how valuable we really are.


Who has He made you to be?

I am God's child.

I am Jesus' friend.

I am a whole new person with a whole new life.

I am a place where God's Spirit lives.

I am God's Incredible work of art.

I am totally and completely forgiven.

I am created In God's likeness.

I am spiritually alive.

I am a citizen of Heaven.

I am God's messenger to the world.

I am God's disciple-maker.

I am the salt of the earth.

I am the light of the world.

I am greatly loved.




           




Friday, August 14, 2015

8-14-15 I AM America!


Hello Again!

I AM America. 

Since Loy is a business/marketing professor, our home is very marketing oriented. We tape the Super Bowl commercials, not the game. I will say I like a certain ad and am quizzed about "What was the commercial for?" (Because it's not a good commercial just because you like it, it's only a good commercial if you remember what it was for!) Loy is always showing me ads before they're officially released that he gets from his secret marketing journals.

So, sometimes I will say something really innocent like, "I am really preferring the gel soap, as opposed to the bar soap." A few weeks later Loy will bring home a secret marketing journal article that says, "Americans Prefer Gel Soap." Or I might say, "Ranch dressing is tasting really good on everything, not just salad." You guessed it, Loy will show me a secret marketing website that says "Americans Are Going Nuts for Ranch Dressing." I'm not saying I'm leading the trend, just that I'm right there in the throngs of the Average Joe American. 

(Loy will probably now have to kill me now because I gave away the secret marketing journals! Good bye, my friends!)  :)

As America, I want to say that I have been really, really disturbed by what I see as America slipping away. I am feeling disgusted and scared and powerless. It feels like this is the worst things have ever, ever been. 

In MY lifetime, maybe. 

Biblical Instances of Decadent Times:

Sodom and Gomorrah-LGBT issues (Genesis 18:29; Luke 17:28)
Ancient Rome-sacrificing to other gods
Jesus' Times-racial division
Egypt-slavery and baby killing (Exodus 1:22)
After Israel Left Egypt-no sense of God (Exodus 32:6; Psalm 78:10-11, 40-42, 56-57)
Noah's Times-all around evil (Genesis 6:5, 9-11; Luke 17:26-27)
Ninevah-wickedness (Jonah 1:2)
David-unintended pregnancy
Tower of Babel-power seeking

But there were always believers…always a remnant. And God is never surprised and somehow everything always works out for God’s will to be done. Who appoints the leaders? Are we too late?

1 Samuel 24:4-7 Then the men of David said to him, "This is the day of which the LORD said to you, 'Behold, I will deliver your enemy into your hand, that you may do to him as it seems good to you.' " And David arose and secretly cut off a corner of Saul's robe. Now it happened afterward that David's heart troubled him because he had cut Saul's robe. And he said to his men, "The LORD forbid that I should do this thing to my master, the Lord's anointed, to stretch out my hand against him, seeing he is the anointed of the LORD." So David restrained his servants with these words, and did not allow them to rise against Saul. And Saul got up from the cave and went on his way.

Psalm 2:1-4 Why do the nations rage and the peoples plot in vain? The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the Lord and against his Anointed, saying, “Let us burst their bonds apart and cast away their cords from us.” He who sits in the heavens laughs; the Lord holds them in derision.

Psalm 22:28 For kingship belongs to the Lord, and he rules over the nations.

Proverbs 21:1 The king's heart is a stream of water in the hand of the Lord; he turns it wherever he will.

Daniel 2:20-23 Daniel answered and said: “Blessed be the name of God forever and ever, to whom belong wisdom and might. He changes times and seasons; he removes kings and sets up kings; he gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those who have understanding; he reveals deep and hidden things; he knows what is in the darkness, and the light dwells with him. To you, O God of my fathers, I give thanks and praise, for you have given me wisdom and might, and have now made known to me what we asked of you, for you have made known to us the king's matter.”

Romans 13:1-4 Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God. Therefore whoever resists the authorities resists what God has appointed, and those who resist will incur judgment. For rulers are not a terror to good conduct, but to bad. Would you have no fear of the one who is in authority? Then do what is good, and you will receive his approval, for he is God's servant for your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword in vain. For he is the servant of God, an avenger who carries out God's wrath on the wrongdoer. Therefore one must be in subjection, not only to avoid God's wrath but also for the sake of conscience. ...

Titus 3:1-2 Remind them to be submissive to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready for every good work, to speak evil of no one, to avoid quarreling, to be gentle, and to show perfect courtesy toward all people.

1 Peter 2:13-14, 17- Submit yourselves to every human authority for the Lord’s sake, whether it be to the king, as supreme, or to governors, as sent by him for the punishment of evildoers and to praise those who do right….Honor all people. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honor the king.

So, can I do anything???

Jeremiah 29:7 But seek the welfare of the city where I have sent you into exile, and pray to the Lord on its behalf, for in its welfare you will find your welfare.

Romans 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.

2 Chronicles 7:14 If my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land.

But, obviously God did not mean for times like now…these are the worst!

Once upon a time there was a boy born in Antium, Italy. His name was Lucius Domitius Ahenobarbus. His was a wealthy family, his mother descending from the Emperor Augustus.

When still a young boy, Lucius’s father died and his mother remarried her uncle, Emperor Claudius. The Emperor adopted Lucius as his eldest son and renamed him Nero Claudius Caesar Drusus Germanicus.  Four years later Nero married Claudius’ daughter.

The very next year Claudius died. Rumors and suspicions ran wild that Nero’s mother poisoned Claudius so that her son could be emperor. Five years after that Nero repaid the favor by having his mother killed.

A few years later Nero divorced his wife and then had her killed, all for love. A few years later, he had her killed.

Some of the Roman senators questioned his actions. You guessed it…he had them killed.

He had a grand vision of building a series of palaces that he would name, humbly, Neropolis.  The Senate objected to this.  It is said that he had the city burned to get his ambition fulfilled. After the fire, 2/3 of Rome had been destroyed. He was, conveniently, miles away.

It is said that Nero watched Rome burn while merrily playing his fiddle. Gangs of thugs prevented citizens from fighting the fire with threats of torture, Tacitus wrote. There is some support for the theory that Nero leveled the city on purpose.

Nero himself blamed the fire on an obscure new Jewish religious sect called the Christians, whom he indiscriminately and mercilessly crucified. During gladiator matches he would feed Christians to lions, and he often lit his garden parties with the burning carcasses of Christian human torches. He would cover Christians with the skins of wild animals and then sic a pack of dogs on them. Nice guy.

(In the interest of full disclosure, at that time some Roman Christians believed in prophecies predicting that Rome would soon be destroyed by fire. Perhaps the fire was set off by someone hoping to make the prediction come true. Mostly people think it was Nero, but I want to be fair.)

After being emperor for 14 years, the military leaders feared Nero’s cruelty and wild suspicions and he committed suicide shortly after.

--Secrets of the Dead, Unearthing History, PBS
--World Book Encyclopedia, Copyright 1990

This was all happening when Paul said:

 1 Tim 2:1-4 I urge you, first of all, to pray for all people. Ask God to help them; intercede on their behalf, and give thanks for them. Pray this way for kings and all who are in authority so that we can live peaceful and quiet lives marked by godliness and dignity. This is good and pleases God our Savior, ...


If Paul could say to pray for our leaders, to pray for Nero, we should be praying for our own government!!

Pray for:
  • ·      Their health and safety. (Ezra 6:10; 1 Peter 2:13-14) ho do wrong and to honor those who do right.)
  • ·      They would follow the Lord’s ways and repent if they don’t. (2 Chronicles 33:1-20--this is an incredibly long passage, but I didn't remember ever reading it before. It's never too late!!) 

33 Manasseh was twelve years old when he became king, and he reigned in Jerusalem fifty-five years. He did what was evil in the Lord’s sight, following the detestable practices of the pagan nations that the Lord had driven from the land ahead of the Israelites. He rebuilt the pagan shrines his father, Hezekiah, had broken down. He constructed altars for the images of Baal and set up Asherah poles. He also bowed before all the powers of the heavens and worshiped them.
He built pagan altars in the Temple of the Lord, the place where the Lord had said, “My name will remain in Jerusalem forever.” He built these altars for all the powers of the heavens in both courtyards of the Lord’s Temple. Manasseh also sacrificed his own sons in the fire in the valley of Ben-Hinnom. He practiced sorcery, divination, and witchcraft, and he consulted with mediums and psychics. He did much that was evil in the Lord’s sight, arousing his anger.
Manasseh even took a carved idol he had made and set it up in God’s Temple, the very place where God had told David and his son Solomon: “My name will be honored forever in this Temple and in Jerusalem—the city I have chosen from among all the tribes of Israel.If the Israelites will be careful to obey my commands—all the laws, decrees, and regulations given through Moses—I will not send them into exile from this land that I set aside for your ancestors.” But Manasseh led the people of Judah and Jerusalem to do even more evil than the pagan nations that the Lord had destroyed when the people of Israel entered the land.
10 The Lord spoke to Manasseh and his people, but they ignored all his warnings. 11 So the Lord sent the commanders of the Assyrian armies, and they took Manasseh prisoner. They put a ring through his nose, bound him in bronze chains, and led him away to Babylon. 12 But while in deep distress, Manasseh sought the Lord his God and sincerely humbled himself before the God of his ancestors. 13 And when he prayed, the Lordlistened to him and was moved by his request. So the Lord brought Manasseh back to Jerusalem and to his kingdom. Then Manasseh finally realized that the Lord alone is God!
14 After this Manasseh rebuilt the outer wall of the City of David, from west of the Gihon Spring in the Kidron Valley to the Fish Gate, and continuing around the hill of Ophel. He built the wall very high. And he stationed his military officers in all of the fortified towns of Judah. 15 Manasseh also removed the foreign gods and the idol from the Lord’s Temple. He tore down all the altars he had built on the hill where the Temple stood and all the altars that were in Jerusalem, and he dumped them outside the city. 16 Then he restored the altar of the Lord and sacrificed peace offerings and thanksgiving offerings on it. He also encouraged the people of Judah to worship the Lord, the God of Israel. 17 However, the people still sacrificed at the pagan shrines, though only to the Lord their God.
18 The rest of the events of Manasseh’s reign, his prayer to God, and the words the seers spoke to him in the name of the Lord, the God of Israel, are recorded in The Book of the Kings of Israel. 19 Manasseh’s prayer, the account of the way God answered him, and an account of all his sins and unfaithfulness are recorded in The Record of the Seers.[b] It includes a list of the locations where he built pagan shrines and set up Asherah poles and idols before he humbled himself and repented. 20 When Manasseh died, he was buried in his palace. Then his son Amon became the next king.
The rest of the events of Manasseh’s reign, his prayer to God, and the words the seers spoke to him in the name of the Lord, the God of Israel, are recorded in The Book of the Kings of Israel. Manasseh’s prayer, the account of the way God answered him, and an account of all his sins and unfaithfulness are recorded in The Record of the Seers. It includes a list of the locations where he built pagan shrines and set up Asherah poles and idols before he humbled himself and repented. When Manasseh died, he was buried in his palace. Then his son Amon became the next king.)
  • ·They would govern with wisdom for the “welfare of the city” (Jeremiah 29:7) and not personal gain or for the advantage of a favored few. Concern for the well being of all.
  • ·That God would accomplish His purposes through them regardless of their willingness to be used by Him. (Proverbs 21:1)

Remember, God is unimpressed by political power. (Isaiah 40:15-17 Instead, you will be brought down to the place of the dead, down to its lowest depths. Everyone there will stare at you and ask, ‘Can this be the one who shook the earth and made the kingdoms of the world tremble?

Is this the one who destroyed the world and made it into a wasteland? Is this the king who demolished the world’s greatest cities and had no mercy on his prisoners?’; 22-24 God sits above the circle of the earth. The people below seem like grasshoppers to him!  He spreads out the heavens like a curtain and makes his tent from them. He judges the great people of the world and brings them all to nothing. They hardly get started, barely taking root, when he blows on them and they wither. The wind carries them off like chaff..)

God is not threatened by them. We shouldn’t be either. (Daniel 4:17 For this has been decreed by the messengers; it is commanded by the holy ones, so that everyone may know that the Most High rules over the kingdoms of the world. He gives them to anyone he chooses—even to the lowliest of people.”)

--“5 Ways to Pray for Government Leaders You Don’t Agree With,” Rob Schwarzwalder, Senior Vice President for the Family Research Council, aired on Charisma Podcast Network, 2014


And one last thought...often I think that the nation needs to humble itself. That vague concept of everyone, but I don't make it real to mean ME. I need to humble myself. 

If physically able, pray on your knees, not because we think that will be an extra postage stamp on our prayer—a way of making sure God sees our piety. But, as a way to humble ourselves and help our minds stay on the prayer. Pray for our President and Vice President and unnamed advisors. Pray for the upcoming election and candidates.